Or maybe that was just my subconscious,
Telling me that I was suppose to mean more.
That I am worth it.
That just because you didn’t see it,
Didn’t mean it wasn’t true.
I’ll just mean more to someone else,
That won’t be you. Alianity 2320 (via alianity)
I love you. I will always love you. But I’m done. This is the end. I’ve said it time and time again, and I’ll probably keep saying it. Over and over. And maybe one day I’ll finally start to believe it.
I know what love is and I know what it isn’t. I know I loved you. And I know you loved me. But not like I needed. And maybe I didn’t love you like you needed. Because love isn’t pain. Love isn’t suffering. This isn’t love. I hope I’ve found it. But I won’t hold onto that hope. Because I won’t get hurt again. I won’t. There’s no way I’m going through that again. I needed you and you hurt me. And I won’t do that again.
So this is it. Good luck with your life. Your new girl. I love you. But please stay away. And stay away from him. My boy. If you even try to hurt him I’ll kill you. I know you’re jealous. I know that’s why you lost it that night. But you can’t do that again. Because he’s my best friend. And I’ve done a lot to protect him these past few months. More than you’ll ever know. More than he will ever know. More than anyone will ever know. He scares me. For a lot of reasons. But what scares me most is falling for him. Some days i feel like I am. Some days I don’t. And I don’t want to. I can’t destroy what we have. But I will say this; he’s made me happier than I’ve felt in a long time. I’m finally smiling again. I’m happy.
I’m ready. It’s time for me to let go. I love you. It’s time for our story to end. And mine to begin. This isn’t a story about you anymore. This is my story. And it’s time I started writing it. This will never be over (via rhaenysheather)
People call these things imperfections, but they’re not. Oh, that’s the good stuff. Then we get to choose who we let in to our weird little words.
You’re not perfect, sport. And let me save you the suspense - this girl you met, she isn’t perfect either. But the question is whether or not you’re perfect for each other. That’s the whole deal. That’s what intimacy is all about. You could know everything in the world, sport, but the only way you’re finding out that one is by giving it a shot.Robin Williams as Sean Maguire (Good Will Hunting, 1997)
I used to pray for myself… By that I mean I prayed selfishly, always focusing on what I wanted and felt. Now… You’re all I pray about. Every night I pray that God holds you close while you sleep and protects you since I can’t yet. I pray that He gives you strength and happiness when you have…